Friday, October 17, 2008

The Vault of Secrets

Since school has started a lot of people are seeing other people, mainly guys, in a new light. My friends are forming crushes and making names for them. I'll name a few; there's Reeses, for my guy, Soda or Soda Pop, Sushi, Popcorn, Bone, Sprite.. and some others that I keep forgetting. But since they are starting to like these people, I have to keep a lot of secrets for them. I think I know a lot, but other people don't know that I know, because I'm officially now 'The Vault of Secrets' and I'll never be opened, never. Not even if the people say that I can tell someone. Because if they say "Oh, it's ok, you can tell them."I'll just reply, "Why don't you tell them yourself?" Because mainly, a lot of people don't know that I know, and if they read this and now think I know, I might not know. I only know things if people want to tell someone, without anyone else knowing.

Confusing right? Well how do you think it is for me? It's not that hard to keep secrets, but I like to tell things to people too, and so it kind of gets frustrating to know all these things, and have to keep them a secret for other people. But I do my best, and I'm 'The Vault of Secrets'. I'm definitely not complaining, because I like to know what's going on and how my friends are feeling. I give them advice and they don't seem to mind that I know. I won't tease them all the time about it, so I'm there for them if they want to tell someone and get it off their chest.

So if you have a secret, you know you can come to me. I am reliable.

What Have You Been Up To?

Wow, its been a really long time since I last posted anything, at all. I'm sorry to keep you all hanging, but life, and school have just been going along pretty smoothly. I see my friends a lot and I try to hang out with them outside of school as much as I can.
Nothing really new going on, but I seem to have found a pretty nice guy. Most of my friends don't know why I like him, but they're all friends with him. So, they don't see the attraction. I went to camp with him for the past 2 years, but never really liked him 'til this year. I think that was mainly because I was infatuated with an 8th grader last year. *Sigh* What was I thinking? Most of my friends ask me that, and they still do. But don't worry they don't always get off so easily either. I tease them just as much as they tease me, and I have backup plans. :)